A believer in Christ is not one trying to become but on a discovery mission, discovery of all that is already finished, delivered and deposited on the inside through death burial and resurrection of Christ Jesus.
That is why some one like Apostle Paul, after being an apostle of the gospel for about 30 years still prays thus; ’That I may know Him. And the His resurrection, and the fellowship of His suffering… (Philippians 3:10). Likewise, his prayers for the Ephesians Church is ‘That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the father of Glory, may give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him.
Philemon 1:3 says; That the Communication of thy faith become effectual acknowledging of every good thing which is in you in Christ Jesus
This short but deep track will inspire and nudge you, not in the pursuit of things but of Him, in whom all things consist.